The Nativity of Our Lord, Christmas Day
Isaiah 52:7-10 • Psalm 98 • Hebrews 1:1-4, (5-12) • John 1:1-14
Do you remember the first time you asked someone on a date? Even better, what about the first time you asked someone to go to the Homecoming dance? Perhaps you’ve asked someone you were just getting to know to do something fun together like go to a party or film. There’s that temptation, and fear racing through you as you pick up the phone, wondering, “is this person going to want to do this? Do they even know who I am? How can I still sound cool and relaxed, so they don’t know how nervous I really am?” That awkward asking out is indeed risky business!
Today, in our relationship with God, we receive a “homecoming” celebration invitation call from God that God has extended to us—only this dance has been happening for all of our lives. As awkward and fearful as it is to initate relationship with someone else—someone we don’t know—God doesn’t even let us pick up the phone to try and reach out to God. God has taken the initiative in Christ to invite us, today, to come home. We no longer have to keep striving, keep straining for God—God has come. The Word, Jesus has been made flesh and come to share a living and vibrant relationship with us.
Somehow, this relationship with God is unlike any other we’ve known. It’s as if because of Christ, God has known us all along—even though it may seem as if at many points in our lives, we have met God again for the first time. “He came to what was his own,” John’s Gospel says. (1:11) As much as we want to know God, as much as we hunger and long to be in relationship with God—it’s God who continually initiates the relationship between us. God always comes first to us—just as we come into being and into existence through God.
In sending Christ, in breathing Christ into the world, this Jesus, this ray of light that no darkness can overcome means that any and all of our attempts to relate to God are no longer initiated by us—but rather respond to God. Just as we cannot breathe out without breathing in, we cannot think or feel or act towards God without God already being and dwelling within us. Jesus who is born with flesh was sent by God to know us and it has made all the difference—we don’t have to initiate. All our lives, our whole selves are a response to God’s creative, intimate longing to love and accompany and mend everyone.
When it all is up to us; when we feel our calling out to God is like a shy request, and we don’t know how God will respond, our faith and our relationship with God falls flat. We dry up. We don’t even know how to begin to pray—we have no idea what to say to God! Our words become uninteresting and not personal from us. We can begin to wonder, does God remember who I am? Does god care about me at all? The content of faith can begin to know only the tools of pious words, soft voices and polite platitudes offered to God.
But...thankfully it all, all starts with God. “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God…’ (Jn 1:1) It all starts with God and Christ who knows God, with God who knows our hunger to know and experience God. God initiative in us resonates with us, it stirs with us what we long to feel. It stirs in us that God already knows us, and our desires and our longings. We already know God through prayers we have said and things we do that we didn’t even know were prayer. When we see our relationship with God as life lived in response to God, our lives have been re-framed, re-bordered by God’s own adoption of us. There is no part of ourselves, no part of our experience that cannot respond to God who lives in us. Our lives have been re-framed by the Word dwelling and holding so close and so tight to us—a hold that God sent to us first.
Prayer is our lifeline to God, but prayer is not initiated by us. In her book Praying with Body and Soul: A Way to Intimacy with God, Jane Vennard speaks of our prayer as something actually initiated by God, by the Word who has been made flesh. With our whole lives as prayers that respond to God, we cast aside the illusion that our relationship with God, our prayer life, happens only in what we say, in what we do, and only in secret, dark, private places… The birth of Christ connects our whole, entire beings back to God, because our whole beings and selves become God’s very own prayer that lives in us, that returns back to God. Prayer becomes an event not just when we set aside ten minutes in the morning, but with every action, every breath of our lives—while we cook, while we tend to our family, while we hear beautiful music, when we garden, when we are in nature—even our anger and frustration become part of our prayer to God. Lament will not stop God’s sending of Christ to us, nor from awakening our selves to a large, embodied, grounded, imaginative faith that’s free to shout and rage at God, question God, laugh and dance with God, to push God away and to choose God…and finally to fall in love with God all over again. And because Jesus has come among us…Because God’s already made it a reality….it’s so much easier to pray! God turns the prayer that is our lives from sacrifices into responses…for we’ve already received the invitation…God is already present. We can let our bellies hang out that God adopts us as one of God’s own.
In our celebrating today, we have been welcomed back home to Christ. We are all guests and Jesus has taken the risk to cross the threshold over to our side—so that all of us may live in covenant with god. We can offer up our celebrations that God has fulfilled this promise; we can also receive with thanks the initiative on God’s part that connects us back to our beginning, back to our selves and back to one another. God has taken the awkwardness out of our relationship—we can respond, for with Christ we have all been welcomed today to God’s own homecoming in us. Amen.