Isaiah 55:1-5 • Psalm 145:8-9, 14-21 • Romans 9:1-5 • Matthew 14:13-21
Now when Jesus heard this, he withdrew from there in a boat to a deserted place by himself. But when the crowds heard it, they followed him on foot from the towns. When he went ashore, he saw a great crowd; and he had compassion for them and cured their sick. When it was evening, the disciples came to him and said, "This is a deserted place, and the hour is now late; send the crowds away so that they may go into the villages and buy food for themselves." Jesus said to them, "They need not go away; you give them something to eat." They replied, "We have nothing here but five loaves and two fish. And he said, "Bring them here to me." Then he ordered the crowds to sit down on the grass. Taking the five loaves and the two fish, he looked up to heaven, and blessed and broke the loaves, and gave them to the disciples, and the disciples gave them to the crowds. And all ate and were filled; and they took up what was left over of the broken pieces, twelve baskets full. And those who ate were about five thousand men, besides women and children.
Jesus was tired. He was grieving. He was ready to get away. Before we get to the beginning of this story of Jesus and the disciples feeding the multitudes, it is so easy to forget that he had no intention of wanting to heal, pray for or feed anyone. He had just heard that his mentor, his cousin, his friend, John the Baptist, had been beheaded, and his head had been served on a platter to King Herod. He was gone. Like anyone who has lost a love one knows, all one wants to do is get away. This was supposed to be Jesus’ time to recharge the batteries.
But that isn’t what he finds when he gets to the shore of the other side of the lake. Instead of a deserted place to retreat--to take a summer vacation--he finds thousands of people who are in great need of every kind. Some are sick; others are possessed by demons; some just are completely confused and lost, without direction.
Jesus could have said to them, “No, I’m sorry, people. I need to take a break folks. I can’t help you right now. I just lost my best friend.” Even though his tank is on empty, Jesus turns away from his desire to flee, and embraces them. What he has to offer is not much: laying a hand on a shoulder, offering a prayer, sitting with the outcast, talking with the people. But it is enough. It would have been the intelligent and logical choice for Jesus to get away and think for a while about what he would do next...to do a little “strategic planning” for the next phase of his ministry. But instead he does the illogical thing, and meets the hunger of the crowd with compassion.
When Jesus has come to the end of that day, all these people are still there, and although their spirits have been met with such compassion, their bodies cry out with pangs of hunger. The disciples demand Jesus to do something: send these people away, so they could at least go home and eat some leftovers, or make it to the shops where they could buy something to eat. It’s almost as if the disciples are in the same place that Jesus had been in on his way to the shore: they just want to get away. All they can see is scarcity. “There isn’t enough, Jesus.”
Which makes it all the more amazing what Jesus says to them, and to us: “You. You give them something to eat!” But the disciples are still in the place boat Jesus was in just as he arrived with all the people here: We don’t have enough. We’re empty. We’re spent. What can we possibly feed them with? They buy in to the belief that there is not enough to go around. “You give them something to eat,” Jesus says. They don’t believe they have anything to give. But Jesus insists they do, and wouldn’t you know, the little that they do have turns out to be more than enough.
The miracle of this story turns out to be not that Jesus turned five loaves and two fish into enough to feed a crowd the size of what would have been one of the largest cities of that day. The miracle is that Jesus believes we have been given enough to feed those who are hungry. We tend to think that Jesus does everything in this story: that he breaks the bread, that he multiplies the fish, that he feeds the crowd. But in Matthew, it’s the disciples who distribute the meal. They give them something to eat.
This is the good news for us this day, dear friends in Christ. As tired, empty and scarce as our emotional, spiritual, or physical reservoirs may ever get...Jesus can take even what little we have, and turn it into an abundance that freely feeds us and a starving world. Jesus has the audacity not just to keep from withdrawing amidst his grief, but also to transform the disciples from being receptors of his compassion, to agents of his compassion. He cannot feed the multitudes without us. Jesus declares us such agents too--that whatever we have to give, as long as we give it freely, it will be enough to share and feed all who hunger for his abundant love.
In the late 1980’s the film Babette’s Feast famously portrayed a meal that displays an agent of abundance—the kind that Jesus makes us into. Babette is a French refugee who has been taken as a cook by two Danish daughters of a pietist pastor. At the end of the film, when she wins the lottery, Babette decides to spend every bit of it--all that she has to her name--on a lavish meal for this family and their friends, complete with exquisite dishes like turtle soup, fine wine and rare morel mushrooms. Little do they know that she is actually one of the finest chefs in France.
After the film came out, many restaurants incredibly tried to cash in on the movie’s popularity by offering a high-priced meal similar to the menu of the one depicted in the movie. But unlike the film, and unlike the feeding of the 5,000, this meal did not come without a price. As one commentator notes, “It would truly be the feast [from the film] only if you couldn’t afford it, if someone paid all they had for [you to have it], and if it was given to you and to others.” (Lathrop) That is the freely given abundance of God that Jesus makes visible in the feeding of the 5,000. We are the distributors of this abundance, because as freely as Jesus has made us his agents, we can give away ourselves, our time, our possessions--signs of God’s gracious love...love that we offer as Jesus did, as Babette did: freely, “without a price”. (Is. 55:1)
Right now a place that is dying to receive that freely given abundance is the horn of Africa, where drought and famine threatens the lives of more than 11 million in Kenya, Ethiopia, Somalia and Djibouti. The worst drought in 60 years is getting little press coverage. Yet here is one place where Jesus challenges us that there enough supply to meet demand: “You, give them something to eat.” It is not that there is not enough food in the world to feed places like this; it is a question of how to change the unjust systems of distribution so that we can live out our calling as agents to feed the hungry. (You can respond by going to the ELCA Disaster Response Website at elca.org/disaster)
I have heard it said that this story of Jesus and the disciples feeding the multitudes as an allegory for small churches like United Lutheran. In America so often we think that the mega churches are the ones that are “successful”. But the overwhelming majority of churches, at least 75% or 80%, worship under 150 people a week. In small churches it can seem like that situation Jesus encountered on the hill: so many needs, and so few resources. But what makes life in a small church so meaningful and such a blessing, is that even though we may have so little to give, we give it and we let Jesus bless it. We feed each other and the world with our gifts, our time, our resources...whatever it is that we have to give. And Jesus has a funny way of blessing that little bit--those five loaves and two fish--into more than enough.
What do we come today wanting to run away from? What is making us run on empty? As we receive Jesus in our open hands again today at his table, we receive the little we need to feed us and fill us with God's abundance. Jesus is still saying to us, “You, go and give them something to eat.” God has given what we need. God’s work is still calling forth something from our hands. Now it is our turn to go and take part in God making it enough for all. Amen.